It's Final

That's it. I am so fu*king pissed now. The Referee was a joke. The Red Card was undeserved. The Penalty decision was an absolute disgrace. Mark Viduka has secure his place as the worst captain in world cup history. And Italy is the team I hate the most.

Come on Germany! Knock the Italian Idiots out

L.Neill, what more can I say?

another personal entry

Just thought I put in an entry before the next week starts.

Had another weekend spent with the people from class. They came over to my home on friday night and we basically spent the entire night together. And then on saturday i met up wif some of them......AGAIN. We went to watch a band call My Writes that had another two of my classmates playing in it.

We went for supper right after that and despite Mich being soooo niceee as to allow me to sit beside her pretty friend, I managed to be enough of a 'good' boy and kept my attention evenly distributed towards everyone.

Also again, had a nice chat with Cindy on the way back to Simei again.

Basically. 1 night spent with Lincoln, Dinesh and Paris
2 night spent with kel, mich and Cindy

Bottem line......*type what you want* *sniggers*

mmmm to more serious stuffs

Sunday was spent with the older cluster youths, we went to East Coast Park(ECP) and basically spent the afternoon there. After that, I went to my cousin's bbq. she is leaving for australia for like 1.5 years to study. Bet her parents and her sis will miss her soooo much. She been helping me out indirectly for attachment actually.....providing the occassional encouragement when i am feeling pissed and also some contacts that I needed.

There are a tons of more serious stuffs I wanna blog about actually, but I am freaking tired now. Wun even be watching Brazil against Australia.

I Still Miss You Actually, I Don't Want You Out Of My Head

finding myself

I was reminded that I had a responsiblity to the people who waste 30secs of their day clicking on the "timo"/"timothy" link only to find out that I have yet to update my blog and the last entry was about some girl that no one knows who. So Amanda, I have updated already okay!

Also I think some of you may be getting sick of hearing me rambling on about the latest political issues or my latest negativity towards certain things in life. I suppose I better post a positive entry less Michelle completely decides to stop chatting with me citing "riding herself of negative energy".

So anyway, I am gonna have some sort of gathering for my class people at my house this friday. If you do not know about it, is because Dinesh doesn't want you to come cose i left the invitation job to him. But anyway, this can act like your invitation as well so just info me you are coming. Everyone is welcome as long as they know there is.

I just like to add that Lucas Neill is fast becoming one of the best defender in the world. His performance in his very first world cup match, nothing short of amazing. I would soon expect Real Madrid to try get him for 18million pounds.

But more about myself, mmm seems that some people think I am pretty egoistics which is like shocking news to me cose I have always thought I am pretty honest. I mean, everything good i said about myself is usually the honest truth isn't it? It's not like I generate some lies about myself which are untrue. Makes me think if it is possible to be honest and humble at the same time?

The last para was basically bullshit which I wrote cose I have no idea what else to write. Thats the end. hope I din bored you

If I find someone else just like you, I will make her mine now

So much for politics over the past few entries. There is nothing like a personal entry on my own personal blog.

Hardly any of you will know who I am referring to, you can all try to guess but they are probably all wrong. What can I say, losing you is hurting me a lot more than I thought. And it pains me all the more that even if you read this entry which I doubt you will. You wun even know it is you I am talking about.

I won't lie and try to say that I am all cool about things. And I know everyone reading this will go "what on earth is timothy talking about". I will remember the quote, the hardest feeling is being beside the one you love knowing you can't have her. And the shit part is I know I can't and there is not a thing I can do about it.

What I do to make you fall for me.

The people I know will tell me to moves on and they are right. Live goes on. But how I wish you would be with me. And I can say one thing, something inside me changed today. Hopefully for the better.

But thats all. I will not again post about all these. It's going to be the 1st and last time. I just hope one day you will know how I feel about you. The man said "No guts, No glory". Guess there were right.
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God return alive, carry e tim